sooo, not many people on this board know me, which I guess can be a good thing... Take everything in stride as I just need to vent a little and get some things off of my chest... SO at the start of this month things had been looking promising and I finally thought I was going to be able to start inching my way out of debt. Well at the first of the month I had to take a day off of work due to my wife having to go to the hospital... That started the snowball effect of things to come. Me calling off put us behind for the week so I went to a payday advance so that I could make it until next pay so that my commission would be on that check and we would be ok. Wellll..... it comes time to pay it back and we are good. Things are a little tight but we make it.... Then I get the mail.... The local health dept decided everybody in my neighborhood has 30 days to connect up to the public sewage line or face legal action... GREAT... So i apply for a loan to try and get funding to get this done... WRONG! my credit is soo bad right now due to debt I cannot even pay for stuff with cash im too high risk.... This brings us to the 22nd, my watch battery quit working, Im having union troubles at work, barely making it, my daughter refuses to potty train eventhough she is 3, i have no $$ to get this sewage installed, my daughter pooped everywhere, im sure more happened that day i cant remember.... and come to today. I received a call from "Springleaf Financial" stating to call them... Well being the tech guy i am, I did some background work. I guess this is a fly by night loan company, that prays on people who need help. I decided against even calling them after reading reviews online. Its not like I cant pay the bills with what I make, its the fact that the interest is sooo high Im never getting anywhere with them.... Right now im sitting here so wound up my check hurts and im seeing spots because i feel like i cannot provide for my family, its 955am and i think i may have a drink.... LOL Dont know where to go, or what i can do, so I guess i have to sit and wait for see what happens... If anybody feels like praying for me, I would appreciate it, if anybody knows of a loan officer who could help me, I would appreciate that as well.. Thank you for listening... Its cheaper than therapy.... :seesaw: