My condolences brother. Have had that phone call and your post brought me right back to each of them. It is tough no matter what and not much advice I can give. One of the best nights of my life though was celebrating his life. Unfortunately you cannot change what happened but can laugh at all the old jokes, reminisce on the old pics, drink the cheap shit with your buds because its what got ya drunk and remember the good times. We are all here for you...anytime you need to talk or just even say something just to say it. Having a beer and smoke for him now and you all will be in prayers tonight. God bless