not a joiner in most instances, the group setting would not have been easy for me, but got myself (mostly) dry for three years not, so i guess you could say friends in spirit? o)Glad this thread is here, any BOTL's active friends if Bill W. and or Jimmy K.?
Well Anthony thank you for letting us know. Just know that we are all here for you no matter how rough the path gets. I know it's easy to say it but I have to admit that this brotherhood holds all it's members very close to their hearts. If you ever need to talk feel free to post up there are always ppl on but if dont feel being public is the way to go there are a number of us myself included that you could PM and we will gladly chat it up with you.Hey guys, Had an AWFUL round with the booze and pills the last couple months. I am 2 weeks Clean and Sober today. and feeling much MUCH better. I have been in and out of 12 step programs the last 5-6 years and HOPEFULLY this is my last time testing the waters. Very scary stuff, but I see changes in myself and the world around me with only these 2 weeks. I feel very humble and have a new found healthy respect for the junk and the drink. I have been hitting 2 meetings a day for the most part and keeping in touch with people in the program pretty regularly. I got a DUI Sunday before memorial day and got to visit the Phoenix jail. That was fun. All is well in my world today and I will continue my efforts. If I have come into contact with you within the last 6 weeks or so, in person or on here I apologize if I said or made an ass of myself. The last 2 weeks or so I was pretty blacked out and have a very vague if any recollection of anything I said or did. Hope everybody is well and I appreciate those of you who reached out.
It's good to hear your fighting brother just know you can always be open with us. We are here for you.So I'm staying clean and sober, working out here in ND it proves to be difficult at times, especially when your stuck in your own head. Trying my best one day at a time.